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And Then She Fell

A Novel

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A Globe and Mail "Best Book of 2023"; a Most Anticipated Book Pick by Good Morning America, Bustle, CrimeReads, Electric Literature, Debutiful, Ms. Magazine, The Nerd Daily, and Paste
A mind-bending, razor-sharp look at motherhood and mental health that follows a young Indigenous woman who discovers the picture-perfect life she always hoped for may have horrifying consequences

On the surface, Alice is exactly where she thinks she should be: She’s just given birth to a beautiful baby girl, Dawn; her charming husband, Steve—a white academic whose area of study is conveniently her own Mohawk culture—is nothing but supportive; and they’ve moved into a new home in a posh Toronto neighborhood. But Alice could not feel like more of an impostor. She isn’t connecting with her daughter, a struggle made even more difficult by the recent loss of her own mother, and every waking moment is spent hiding her despair from Steve and their ever-watchful neighbors, among whom she’s the sole Indigenous resident. Even when she does have a minute to herself, her perpetual self-doubt hinders the one vestige of her old life she has left: her goal of writing a modern retelling of the Haudenosaunee creation story.
Then, as if all that wasn’t enough, strange things start to happen. She finds herself losing bits of time and hearing voices she can’t explain, all while her neighbors’ passive-aggressive behavior begins to morph into something far more threatening. Though Steve assures her this is all in her head, Alice cannot fight the feeling that something is very, very wrong, and that in her creation story lies the key to her and Dawn’s survival.... She just has to finish it before it’s too late.
Told in Alice’s raw and darkly funny voice, And Then She Fell is an urgent and unflinching exploration of inherited trauma, womanhood, denial, and false allyship, which speeds to an unpredictable—and surreal—climax.
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    • Library Journal

      April 1, 2023

      In And Then She Fell, from Canadian best-selling Mohawk author Elliott, a new mother writing a modern version of her people's Haudenosaunee creation story starts hearing voices, losing fragments of time, and finding folks in the wealthy neighborhood where she lives with white academic husband increasingly hostile. Prepub Alert.

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    • Kirkus

      August 15, 2023
      A tale of compromise, madness, and recuperation by a Mohawk writer in Ontario. Alice, a young Mohawk woman and new mother to a baby girl named Dawn, finds herself living comfortably in Toronto, married to a white man whose academic specialty happens to be her own culture. Unsettling encounters with prying neighbors, whose racism emerges in both subtle and obvious ways, mark the beginning of Alice's deteriorating mental health. Her salvation, as she understands it, is to retell the Haudenosaunee Creation Story, though an increasing paranoia and apparent psychosis complicate her efforts. This novel seems, in part, like a contemporary, Indigenized retelling of Charlotte Perkins Gilman's classic short story "The Yellow Wallpaper," with the first-person narration here similarly highlighting not just a woman's descent into insanity, but the bigotries and toxic power relations that structure society. Alice's observations, however unreliable they become, suggest above all the significance of cultural erasure and appropriation for Indigenous peoples, the ongoing impact of policies of cultural genocide, and the rest of the country's routine incomprehension of or indifference to Indigenous suffering. Particularly intriguing is the representation of Alice's self-doubt as she attempts to modernize a traditional story without betraying it and the people it represents. As she asks herself, in a passage that seems to sum up a conundrum facing many contemporary Indigenous artists: "Is there a definite, observable moment where interpretation becomes bastardization? If there is I'm flirting with it. I mean, I'm writing my people's Creation Story--the story that lays out our entire worldview as Haudenosaunee--in the voice of a gossipy, irreverent young woman when common sense (and stereotypes) say I should be writing it in the voice of a sage old Indian man." A tale of injustice and veiled persecution seen through a fevered imagination.

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    • Booklist

      August 1, 2023
      Alice has done everything right: married the perfect man, settled down in the suburbs, become a new mother to a beautiful baby girl. But something is haunting her. In Alice's new home, voices call from the trees, roaches stop and stare, and Alice's nightmares are relentless. This first novel from Elliott (A Mind Spread Out on the Ground, 2020) is an evocative, cerebral study of womanhood, identity, and selfhood wrapped in Haudenosaunee legend. Elliott plots Alice's loss of identity and weakening grip on reality with urgency and heart, exploring the horror that comes with losing control of one's body, life, and sense of self. Of all the terror Alice feels, the sinking, ever-present feeling that she does not belong is the worst. Often funny, often chilling, And Then She Fell studies an Indigenous woman's unraveling in a world that she's ashamed to feel so disconnected from, and Elliott tells her story with assuredness and weight.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      August 14, 2023
      Elliott (A Mind Spread Out on the Ground) expertly mines the challenges faced by a Mohawk woman as her world threatens to fall apart in this ambitious offering. New mother Alice has moved from the Six Nations reservation to Toronto with her white husband, Steve, and their newborn, Dawn, but now lives with an “inescapable feeling of hopelessness.” As Alice tries to write a “modern retelling of the Haudenosaunee Creation Story” while surrounded by racist neighbors, she feels disconnected from her baby, processes guilt over her mother’s recent death, and worries she’s just a trophy wife as Steve pursues tenure as an anthropologist studying Mohawk culture (“Everything Indigenous seems to have more value when it’s utilized by white folks”). Meanwhile, a voice first heard in childhood through the Disney movie character Pocahontas has begun communicating with Alice once again, as are trees and insects, and she inadvertently discovers a portal to another world. As the reality Alice is clinging to becomes more unstable, she must interpret the creation story for herself to understand the importance of her own life and those of other Mohawk women. This novel is part time travel and part horror, as full of heart as it is bold. Agent: Stephanie Sinclair, CookeMcDermid.

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